Considering what I am asking for, and where I am posting this, I do realize that this may be a long shot, but I must try everything I can.
My mother’s liver is very weak. She has had a liver disease for about a decade now. With frequent checkups to the doctor and medication, she looked and…
I feel better since my last post. I made that post a while back about going vegan, but I slipped and started eating dairy again until 4 days ago, and I’ve been feeling a lot better since then. I binged today, but was binge free for 3 days up until today! I can definately stop my binging habit. I can gain control of my life and be happy again. I wrote up a meal plan for tomorrow and I’m going to start my exercise plan tomorrow. I’ll be sure to post about how it goes. (:
Gosh, what a stunning body. Those tags, “stupid”, “ugly”, “worthless” (that I have since taken off and replaced with my own tags!) are definitely NOT true to life. Whoever this is, she’s got a gorgeous body. I wish I looked like her!
Wtf? Who would call this ugly, stupid or worthless, but a jealous little asshole…
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From the left I was 245 poundsTo the right which is now I am 184 poundsI started losing weight around Jan I just felt like it was time to get healthyI still have a long way to go but I’m proud of what I’ve done so far I want to get to 120 thats another 64 pounds to go but I’ve already lost 61 pounds so far I’m sure I can lose another :]
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From the left I was 245 pounds
To the right which is now I am 184 pounds
I started losing weight around Jan I just felt like it was time to get healthy
I still have a long way to go but I’m proud of what I’ve done so far I want to get to 120 thats another 64 pounds to go but I’ve already lost 61 pounds so far I’m sure I can lose another :]Do you have some progress you would like to share? Submit your progress here
Guys, I need some serious help. The binging hasn’t stop, I’m gaining weight, and I feel shittier than ever. I told my mom about the binging but didn’t tell her how bad it’s effecting me (I did cry though), and she’s tried to help a bit but I keep doing it anyways and it isn’t working. School for me started last week and I’m miserable. Not because of school, though it’s making things worse, but I seriously think I have depression. Today I felt like crying all day and in my last class it got really bad and I was having a really hard time holding it back. I have no interest in anything anymore and it feels like I have no motivation to do anything most of the time. I can’t pay attention in class and I don’t complete all of my homework, and I bs most of my work. And I keep having these moments where I get strong urges to hurt myself, but since I’m in school now I really can’t. When I came home today I binged like crazy then it all hit me, so I went to the bathroom, pulled my pants up so most of my leg was showing, grabbed a curling iron, and started beating myself on my legs with it. And I can’t stop thinking about throwing up. I want to feel pain. I feel nothing, then I feel sad, then I feel happy for a single moment, then it all crashes down again. What do I do? I want to tell my mom I think I have depression but I don’t know how. And I can’t today cause she won’t be home until late but I can’t go on like this. I need help. And sorry for the spelling and grammar mistakes, I’m typing this up as fast as I can.
